Yian's World

Feng Qi Wu Since parting from Zhaoyang, I languish by degrees, The silver screen lies cold, the wind tightens, the flute’s sound shatters. Looking back, the water clock shifts, the waning moon plummets, Red candle and long night face each other in vain. Sleet and snow seal the heavens, the cold does not retreat, Rain on bells in the courtyard, frost sends wind to invade the quilt. Though I add all my silken robes, can autumn remain? A hundred years of wind and snow, sorrow deep as the sea. Un...

Jay’s Songs A few of the absolute favorites; every one of them makes me feel very happy. I hope Your Excellency will like them. Ranked in order. You Can Hear It Who could know better than I that your gentleness is like a feather A secret lying in my embrace, only you can hear it Is there anyone else who knows that your smile is like an embrace How I wish to hide your goodness, so only I can see it Standing on the roof, speaking only to the wind, not wanting to be swayed Originally hating the...

I feel that I cannot even evaluate him properly. But it must be positive. That work is also not something I am qualified to evaluate. Speaking of which, I have always felt that the recording of history is a matter of great importance; for me personally, personal history is even more so. Thus, this blog records myself, mainly many texts written during high school. Of all kinds: crazy, childish, sincere, dreamlike. I do not know what the purpose is of laying bare my inner thoughts like this; it...

2025 ICPC Nanjing Travelogue Day -1 I don’t know why, but recently I’ve been exceptionally fond of Jay Chou’s early songs, specifically the albums from before 2005, even though I previously leaned more towards his songs from 2006 to 2010. They are about the same age as I am. I feel that these ancient songs hold a faint yet mellow sadness, whereas the new songs from recent years seem somewhat flashy and frivolous. Among the old songs, “Sunny Day” is the most classic; for the first few years af...

To arrange language at will is enough. Flowers silently lift their heads to gaze at the sun, while the latter unfurls its radiance, bearing a faint smile. Upon the plain lies an endless expanse of green grass. I hold up a green umbrella, treading slowly amidst this sea of green. With no interference from anyone around, I can indulge my imagination wildly; I can create everything I desire within a void. The sun is gradually tucked away, pale grey clouds gather, and the sky appears on the verge...

Commemorating the 9th Anniversary Just one step away from a decade. This year feels much better than the last; one reason is that she appeared in person: her appearance sort of healed me, from the sorrowful memories of so many years. Truly wonderful. Another reason is, about four days ago, I found a possible ultimate solution to cure this sense of loneliness: I once again experienced utter happiness, a happiness so intense, no less than the happiness experienced on this day nine years ago. As...

The following, I’m not sure when it was written It’s so fucking exhausting, having to practice the theories from books, considering others in every aspect, I truly have no energy left No one considers me. I’m really fed up, I really want to find someone to talk to, to say how much I am suffering, I am truly so lonely. They have all left me. Especially her. She doesn’t care. She hasn’t changed a bit. I don’t even know what exactly I am crying about. I envy them so much. I really have a hard ti...

Moonlight gradually swallows the slight chill of the early morning; upon the marble-paved road just illuminated by the skylight, the dawn breeze blows through a weary body. The length of the night is devoured by my body. This is not a good article. Because what I am about to write is the present, not the past. I do not know how much of my literary grace has been eroded by time. Yet time grants me a new tone; I only hope I can still tell the story clearly to you. HJJ was my class monitor in hi...

2024 ICPC Shenyang Travelogue Summary: A humiliating defeat. Day -1 On Thursday, I even specifically skipped the evening general education class, staying in the training team classroom from the afternoon all the way until night, even though my mind was already in a chaotic mess by then. I really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really wanted to win a medal. I really wanted to win a bronze medal. A glittering bronze medal. But what is the use? That day, the airl...

“Magical Girl Lya” Problem Setting Report I originally intended to follow the format of that article “Problem Setting Report for ” from the IOI 2024 National Training Team papers, but I realized this crappy problem has absolutely no depth and cannot be imitated at all, so I’ll just write it like this. Part of the inspiration for this problem came from P2572[SCOI2010]"SequenceOperation"P2572 [SCOI2010] "Sequence Operation"P2572[SCOI2010]"SequenceOperation"; by the...